Inside I’m Screaming.

Do you remember being a child and wanting something really bad?  Then your parents tell you you cannot have it and immediately, your response is to break down.  It doesn’t matter where you are.  There’s no relief because you’re not getting what you want so you throw a fit.  You cry and you scream and you yell.  And if it’s a really good one you throw yourself on the floor and maybe start kicking.  Life isn’t going like you had wanted it to.

I’m doing that on the inside.

I haven’t been sleeping well so I wake up early to shower, fix my hair and put on my makeup.  I told my friend Sarah, Clara’s Mama, yesterday that I’m going to fake it until I make it because inside, I’m screaming.