Discernment In Suffering.

It's Halloween.  Another holiday.  This day isn't particularly important to me and last year, my first without Sam, I didn't feel sad that I was missing out on it.  This year feels a bit different.  He's another year older.  Almost two. Tonight I might be dressing him up anyways just to stroll him around town…

Falling & Getting Back Up.

One of my biggest anxieties is returning to work, seeing the faces of people I love and continuing on in life without Sam. This morning before I left for yoga class I had committed myself to going to work to drop off a transcript I've been working on from home.  Having the work has been…