Ours. His.

A lot of thoughts and emotions roll through your mind when you're laying in your hospital bed awaiting your c-section.  I was prepped for surgery the same night we went to the hospital and received the news Sam was still.  The next morning, awaiting his birth, I remember being anxious for all of the unknowns. …

Father’s Day.

Today is Father's Day. Today is Ted's first Father's Day. Today is exactly one month since Sam was born to Jesus. Every Sunday that passes is another week that we are learning to live with the loss of Sam.  Neither Ted or I were particularly excited for this day to come.  With heavy hearts, we…