Flood Yourself with Love.

Recently I was having a conversation with a friend and he asked me how I was with God.  It didn't take much time for me to respond, "For the first time in my life, I'm really not sure."  I shared with him that often times I wonder - why me, to which his voice returns…

Blessing Amidst Disappointment.

During my pregnancy I read a few different books and articles on breastfeeding.  So many times people asked me if I planned to breastfeed and I always had.  After Sam was born I was told I would still produce milk because Sam was a late term loss.  The only way to suppress the milk is to bind…

God measures life by love.

My life is new. My life is new in a completely different way than I had ever anticipated.  Instead of experiencing a 'new' life together with Sam, Ted and I are living a 'new' life without him.  We had prepared our hearts for all the joy first time parents experience with their babies.  Instead, we trudge forward,…