I saw this photo and found it fitting. I'm broken, it reads. It resonates with me on so many levels. So often I answer, "I'm okay" when someone asks me how I'm doing. Most of the time I mean it. I am okay. But faintly written on the outskirts of my response is my heart's…
Tag: God
Flood Yourself with Love.
Recently I was having a conversation with a friend and he asked me how I was with God. It didn't take much time for me to respond, "For the first time in my life, I'm really not sure." I shared with him that often times I wonder - why me, to which his voice returns…
Blessing Amidst Disappointment.
During my pregnancy I read a few different books and articles on breastfeeding. So many times people asked me if I planned to breastfeed and I always had. After Sam was born I was told I would still produce milk because Sam was a late term loss. The only way to suppress the milk is to bind…
God measures life by love.
My life is new. My life is new in a completely different way than I had ever anticipated. Instead of experiencing a 'new' life together with Sam, Ted and I are living a 'new' life without him. We had prepared our hearts for all the joy first time parents experience with their babies. Instead, we trudge forward,…
Thinking of Sam 