Painful love.

Some days I just feel empty. Today is one of those days. It's hard to explain the emotional highs and lows we experience as bereaved parents but I might imagine it's something like the highs and lows you experience as  any parent.  Pain that comes flooding in because of your great love for your child. …

God measures life by love.

My life is new. My life is new in a completely different way than I had ever anticipated.  Instead of experiencing a 'new' life together with Sam, Ted and I are living a 'new' life without him.  We had prepared our hearts for all the joy first time parents experience with their babies.  Instead, we trudge forward,…